Monday, September 19, 2005

Sunday, September 18, 2005

new sundays

Today was one of those exquisite days that make you feel guilty for not taking advantage of it. I spent about an hour lazing in Fort Tryon park, trying to make myself RELAX like people in the rest of the world seem to be able to.
I don't know why it's so hard for New Yorkers to let go and be ok with not necessarily DOING something for an hour or two. I'm totally guilty of that. I tried reading, got anxious.
Looked around at the beautiful scenery, got anxious.
Told myself to lighten up, got anxious.
This is definitely something I'm hoping to change once I find myself in new surroundings. Here's another photo...


Queenstown, December 27, 2004 Posted by Picasa

Saturday, September 17, 2005

testing

is this thing working? this is my first day of blogging and i don't really know what i'm doing. hopefully, soon, i will get a grip and be able to start posting more fluently. just for a little information: i created this blog as i'm preparing to make a big move to the other side of the world.
the initial idea behind the blog was for my use once i arrived and settled in new zealand...but i then realized that it's certainly not too early to start now. i anticipate going through a ton of emotions as the date of departure draws nearer (what am i doing? am i doing the right thing? what will happen to me? who will win Rock Star INXS?). i cannot even begin to imagine where my head will be once I arrive on antipodean soil...but hopefully this blog can serve dual purposes: 1- to communicate with those most dear who are keeping the home fires burning, and 2- to maintain some sort of sanity, and 3- to keep some sort of record of the trials and tribulations of this beginning adventurer and follower of her heart. a lot of people ask why on earth i'm moving to new zealand, and i plan on elaborating on all my reasons soon. till then, i'll just say, "have you ever been?"